[4714] in Depressing_Thoughts
argh
bcb@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (bcb@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Wed Nov 16 16:56:26 1994
I wish my frustration threshhold were higher.
(I wish it didn't need to be.)
I wish my friends got along with my other friends.
I wish some of them weren't leaving so soon.
I wish people didn't think they needed me so much.
I wish I didn't think certain people need me so much.
I wish my wrists were all better.
I wish I felt better about accepting the fact that they aren't as a
valid reason to fail to accomplish certain things.
I wish I had reason to expect my family to be more supportive.
Or to try less hard to be so.
I wish I could take as much pleasure in the things I need to do
as in the things I don't need to do.
I wish that needing to do something didn't seem to automatically
remove my ability to take pleasure in it.
