[4604] in Depressing_Thoughts
What joy!
???@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (???@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Mon Jul 11 01:30:52 1994
Why does it feel like I just passed the next in a huge and pointlessly long
lines of the same conversation? Why does my sister have to have hopelessly
skewed views about what I'm like? Why should I pretend that when she
visits I'm not going to do the things I do to have fun? Why does she have
to make me feel guilty for having money? Why do I feel like if I had the
choice I wouldn't choose to have her as a friend? Why do I feel like I
should know her in the first place? It's not like I picked to have her as a
relative.
I hate this feeling.
