[3354] in Depressing_Thoughts
Re: Wishing I didn't have a heart
marthag@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (marthag@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Wed Sep 30 13:07:37 1992
Sometimes one doesn't have a choice about whether to feel or not. There
are times of extreme pain, when your heart and mind just shut down to
prevent you from going insane. When you just can't *deal* with life,
the universe and everything. But the problem starts when this goes on
for too long and you don't know how to release the pressure slowly. Or
when you've never known anything else and don't even know what feeling
is really like.
*sigh*
I wish I didn't know this from first-hand experience.
