[4121] in Depressing_Thoughts
assimilation
sorokin@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (sorokin@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Sun Oct 31 21:19:02 1993
When I first came to MIT I had this theory about how I could change
things, and later on I thought I could at least make a difference in
some areas, but I spent some time thinking today, and what I came up
with was "Wow, I've been fighting about hese things for a year and a
half now, and if anything has changed it completely eludes me."
Giving up sort of disgusts me and I kind of despise myself for it, but
god, it's a lot easier.
