[3421] in Depressing_Thoughts
argh . . .
samn@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (samn@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Wed Nov 18 22:13:59 1992
there are so many people whom i care about . . . and i am pretty sure
that they care about me . . . . so why do i feel as if there is no one
i can talk to? i haven't had a 'real' conversation with anyone for
a long time. i used to love those. now i don't have the time, nor do
they . . . and the one person whom i see most often . . . well . . .
that's a different story. and anyone whom i would trust to talk with
simply don't have the time and i wouldn't want to upset them anyway, or
i would rather not worry about whether or not i have upset them. i suppose
in some vague way that makes sense but who knows?
argh . . . . i hate not making sense . . . i think it is because i am
sometimes intimidated . . . and then being yelled at for not making s
ense . . . being yelled at for it doesn't seem to help all that much.
