[3410] in Depressing_Thoughts
Questions
marthag@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (marthag@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Fri Nov 6 08:45:21 1992
Why am I such a screwup? Why do I always leave things for the last
minute, 'til they become a crisis? Why can't I, just once, do something
right the *first* time around and not wait until it becomes a disaster
that I have to scramble to somehow fix?
Maybe everyone was right after all. Maybe I just can't deal with being
in a place like MIT. Maybe I'm not mature enough, not grown-up enough,
not strong enough. Maybe I just don't have enough self-control. Or
maybe I'm just bent on fucking up my life.
