[3291] in Depressing_Thoughts
timing eits
tlyu@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (tlyu@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Mon Aug 10 21:45:48 1992
I have been eited by timing in the past. (If you want to know details I
may or may not decide to explain in person.) I hope that it doesn't
happen again. I am currently somewhat in danger of that happening.
Someone in whom I am interested in a long-term relationship with is
currently quite distant physically. The problem is, I didn't get any
time to talk to her about how we felt about each other before she left
for the summer. Now I have to wait until she returns before I can
figure out what's going on.
Before anyone tries to be helpful and suggest that I contact her by mail
or phone, I will say that I would much rather discuss this with her in
person. It just seems to work out better for me that way.
Anyway, I was thinking that after she returns, I will be either
extremely happy, or extermely depressed. Now the problem is that
waiting is slowly eating away at me.
The thing is, I have had the (mis?)fortune to encounter in person
someone whom I have only known through zephyr. The problem now is that
I may be presented with a decision at some point, where before I did not
really have any options. (mhbraun, probe: you were correct in assuming
that the lengthy time I spent in the cluster did not have anything to do
with workstations.) sigh.