[2033] in Depressing_Thoughts
life
jcbourne@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (jcbourne@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Sun Apr 7 00:44:19 1991
empty. alone. tedious.
i don't know how much more of this i can handle.
i don't know if i can ever survive as a responsible adult.
i don't like it. i'd as soon just lie in bed all day.
i don't like having to deal with my mother being in the hospital.
(yes yes -- she's fine. simple appendectomy.)
i don't like dealing with taxes, money, financial aid, bills, dentists,
doctors, etc, etc.
i don't like feeling alone, feeling empty.
i know my life is good. except i always want more.
life...
