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jcbourne@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (jcbourne@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Mon Nov 26 14:00:54 1990
what's really annoying/depressing/frustrating is finally admitting to myself
that life, in general, just sucks and that i shouldn't expect or depend on
anything from it. and then one sliver of kindness gets under my skin and
BAM! i'm off again, deluding myself that "gee, maybe life isn't really that
bad." and you know what's going to happen... i'll just go through the whole
cycle again. it's really really annoying, etc. and i really wish i weren't
the kind of person who is always ready to believe the best, given just a
little bit of encouragement.
*sigh*
