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when i really should be happy...
jcbourne@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (jcbourne@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Sun Oct 21 11:31:49 1990
when i really should be happy because my mom's in town and she's always fun
to have around, i'm not because i have to tool and really have too much to
do, none of which has gotten done.
when i really should be happy, all i can think about is all the work i have
to this week... and the costume i have to get together for the parties next
weekend...
i feel like i should punt even pretending to have a social life, an extra-
curricular life, and just tool. everything that makes me happy gets in the
way of tooling. and such is my life.