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Zarifa Mustafayeva
STIGMA BOOKS
STIGMA
I was just five years old when my mother started to work nights=2E A
person generally does not remember what happened when he or she was a
child=2E However, I have never forgotten that night when I was home alone
for the first time in my life=2E One day, my mother told me that she
found a job that would help us live in a better condition=2E =E2=80=9CBut I=
have
to work at night=2E I will make bread and cookies in a bakery=2E I will
bring cookies to you every morning" she said=2E =E2=80=9CMum, I cannot stay=
alone; you know I am afraid of the dark=E2=80=9D I said=2E Honestly, I was =
really
afraid of the dark=2E My mother always left the hall light on even though
we slept together so that I wouldn=E2=80=99t be afraid of the dark=2E Now, =
she
was telling me that I had to stay alone at home at night=2E =E2=80=9CI don=
=E2=80=99t want
cookies=2E Don't leave me home alone, Mum=E2=80=9D I said, but I reali=
zed
that Mum wasn't home with me when I woke in the middle of the
night to go to the bathroom=2E Unusually, this time she left the lights
of the room where I was sleeping on=2E I shouted "Mum!" a few times=2E
There was no answer and then I realized she was gone=2E I felt so scared
and thought that I heard some strange voices and saw shadows=2E I cowered
under the quilt with fear=2E I don't remember how I slept that
night=2E In the morning, I woke up to sounds coming from the kitchen=
=2E
When I was getting out of the bed, I realized something=2E For the first
time in about three years I had wet my bed=2E I knew that it was all my
mother`s fault which made me really angry with her=2E I think she heard
my footsteps as I left the room=2E =E2=80=9CDid you wake up, Jamila?=
=E2=80=9D She asked=2E
I was angry when I entered the kitchen=2E Before I said anything to her,
she showed me the cookies on the table=2E =E2=80=9CLook, I brought these fo=
r you=E2=80=9D
she said=2E My mother knew how to please me=2E When I saw the cookies, my
anger at her cooled off=2E After a while, I got used to staying home
alone=2E=2E=2E read more>>
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=E2=80=9D I said=2E Honestly, I was really afraid of the dark=2E My mother =
always left the hall light on even though we slept together so that I would=
n=E2=80=99t be afraid of the dark=2E Now, she was telling me that I had to =
stay alone at home at night=2E =E2=80=9CI don=E2=80=99t want cookies=
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that Mum wasn&apos;t home with me when I woke in the middle of the nig=
ht to go to the bathroom=2E Unusually, this time she left the lights of the=
room where I was sleeping on=2E I shouted "Mum!" a few times=2E There was =
no answer and then I realized she was gone=2E I felt so scared and thought =
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when I entered the kitchen=2E Before I said anything to her, she showed me=
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