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Manic-depressive
mars@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (mars@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Mon Oct 23 10:59:34 1989
is what I am. It's not a good feeling... I'm drifting away from everyone.
I should drop out. I've never felt so out of place amongst all these
brilliant geniuses before... Wonder how my parents would take it.. Well,
they hate me anyway. I'm not conforming to their choice of mate, simply
because he's white and we're not. But, they don't know that. If they
did, I couldn't even go home as a dropout...