[4678] in Depressing_Thoughts
random thoughts...
shabby@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (shabby@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Tue Oct 11 14:00:06 1994
guilt
fatigue
fear
don't shut down from fear...
gotta keep going
forget inessentials, do classes
can't concentrate... distracted
gotta unhose myself
fear, can I do it at all?
one extra tmbg ticket... ask someone? sell it? who knows?
my brain is metastable too often.
we talked, had a real conversation... it was very very nice.
well, ok, it was zephyr. big deal, it was a conversation the
same, it went beyond "this class is okay, this class I'm
behind in. how are you?" that happens so rarely these days
recurring themes...
