[4624] in Depressing_Thoughts
Leaving
jsod@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (jsod@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Thu Jul 28 01:05:38 1994
Today I got an airplane reservation for the 8 of August. I have to leave,
after having wasted away for months. I fear I might not have everything
finished by that date. I feel ashamed; I have not accomplished work in so long.
Growing hurts. I need to go back to Mexico; my family needs me and I have a
duty to them. We're all kinda down nowadays. My father is recovering from
an operation; my brother from a relationship. I thank providence for giving
me a loving family; yet at times I wish I could forget them, forget Mexico.
P.S. I'm going to miss so many people... :_-(
