[4592] in Depressing_Thoughts
Loneliness, failure
???@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (???@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Fri Jul 1 21:54:02 1994
Man, I feel miserable. Slowly, my close friends graduate and go home. My
brother is back with my parents for the summer. I in the meantime, waste away
here, putting off finishing my thesis and getting out of here for good. The
near future seems so gray... I've already wasted an extra year here. Next
year seems like a possible loss. And then, will I be able to go to a good
grad school. With my grades!? I came to MIT and blew it. Will I be able to
make good my self-promises?
In the meantime, I'll have to leave for home, arrive at the old country humiliated, defeated, alienated.
