[4481] in Depressing_Thoughts
random? depression
dcctdw@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (dcctdw@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Thu Apr 7 01:31:51 1994
either
my brain is falling apart (again)
it's seasonal depression (every spring.....)
it's psychosomatic, and i call it #2 (wouldn't be surprised)
or something, but more increasingly of late, i'm getting more and more
randomly depressed. very blue. feh. and unfortunately, i've been blathering
about my problems a bit too much. (i keep forgetting that everyone else has
it just as hard... not necessarily harder nor easier.....)
silver lining: i found out today that a major caffiene dose works *wonders*
on cheering me up. :> i wonder if this is why people do speed. (not that i
have any remote desire whatsoever to fry my brain...)
but unfortunately, right now i feel rather blue. or was. now that i'm
concentrating on not feeling blue, i feel a little better. wrrrr. :/
