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i'm *really* annoying myself tonight

sorokin@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (sorokin@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Sat Jul 3 03:51:33 1993

there's something unspeakably unpleasant about watching yourself do
something, and not liking it at all, and not being able to stop.

it's not like i'm hurting anyone. it's not like i'm affecting anyone.
it's not even like there's anyone around who could even recognize what
i'm doing. but it's still sort of infuriating.

argh.

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