[3599] in Depressing_Thoughts
disappointments
bcb@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (bcb@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Thu Jan 28 19:43:45 1993
I do not like feeling like I am being the agent of some people screwing
over some other people. But the alternatives to that are to feel like some
people are screwing me over, or like I'm screwing over some other people,
and I don't like either of those options. I care too much about
disappointing the other people, even though I don't know most of them, to
just accept the fact that things fell through without feeling shitty about
it for a while.
