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Everytime I manage to pull my emotions back up on an even keel, down they go again. It is as if someone is saying "Ha!! So you DARE to be happy? *SWAT*" and smushes me back down. I suppose I shouldn't even try to get back up again. Not being happy was not as bad when I didn't know any better. *sigh* I don't want to be a real person anymore. I've changed my mind, ok?
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