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I feel like a #$%^ing yo-yo

marthag@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (marthag@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Fri Oct 23 15:25:14 1992

Everytime I manage to pull my emotions back up on an even keel, down
they go again.  It is as if someone is saying "Ha!!  So you DARE to be
happy? *SWAT*" and smushes me back down.

I suppose I shouldn't even try to get back up again.  Not being happy
was not as bad when I didn't know any better.

*sigh*

I don't want to be a real person anymore.  I've changed my mind, ok?


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