[2795] in Depressing_Thoughts
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nosaj@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (nosaj@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Wed Feb 26 23:55:09 1992
sigh. in our ropes class (which is also supposed to help us look inwards
into ourselves) we discussed what might happen if we were to die soon;
what would we like others to remember us by, what we want to have done,
etc.
I've thought about this before slightly, and I'm really scared that I'll
have a bunch of stories in mind that I have yet to write and that there
will be all this stuff in my head that will disappear when I die and nobody
will ever be able to know what it was.
The really depressing part is that I'm not getting a corresponding feeling
about graduating from this place before I die, getting into grad school,
getting a job, etc., even though these are things I really want to
do. (or so I thought.... :o( )
