[22] in Depressing_Thoughts
Long Distance is NOT the next best thing to being there.
eichin@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (eichin@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Wed May 11 05:00:54 1988
Nancy called today. I hadn't talked to her in the last 2 weeks, mostly
because French House cancelled the MCI code because it got cracked
twice in a month so they didn't want another one. So much for calling
from the SIPB office.
She will be back in the US on June 14, 7:30pm, BWI airport.
She will be in Boston on June 21 for about a week.
I have not seen her since January 5. She says she has changed a lot while
she was over there. This worries me.
I have been far too lonely. I miss Nancy, but I also miss having
someone to be close to. Sometimes I wonder which I miss more. This
also worries me. If I were alone, it would be a matter of finding
someone else... which would be easier... but would it be better? I
don't think so. It is all too stressful, fighting with myself like
this.
Sigh.
