[1598] in Depressing_Thoughts
when mind and body go on strike...
jcbourne@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (jcbourne@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Tue Oct 30 21:38:04 1990
what am i supposed to do when my body says "sleep.. sleep... i want SLEEP
godammit!" ? i sleep, but it doesn't help. how am i supposed to get work
done when my mind refuses to think straight, when it insists on pounding
constantly? and the fact that i'm on the verge of crying for no apparent
reason makes my head hurt even more...
i have too much goddamn work to do... i don't have TIME to deal with a mind
and body that have decided that they're going on strike...
and then all of a sudden, i think to myself: "what are you getting all upset
about? everything is going to work out fine..."
then i take another look at the work i have to do in the next couple of days
(not to mention hours), and i freak out again.
what i need right now is someone to hold me, someone to hold my hand, someone
to help me with my 6004, my 6034, my 18063...
maybe i should just give up and drop out... forget about all this silliness.
<whimper>
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH.
