[1419] in Depressing_Thoughts
It's over... or is it?
amgreene@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (amgreene@ATHENA.MIT.EDU)
Fri Aug 24 12:41:05 1990
I hate being lonely.
I hate being alone when I never really wasn't.
I hate knowing that the world has been forever subtly changed.
I hate that I will probably fall prey the next time, too.
I hate that I have ambition but no motivation.
I hate dreams that don't stand a chance of realization.
I hate dreams that come true in a twisted, hurtful way.
I hate hurting other people.
I hate being hurt.
I hate making promises I shouldn't.
And, often, I hate myself.
