[4105] in Central_America
New quotes for Sat Feb 22
daemon@ATHENA.MIT.EDU (Initializer.SysDaemon)
Sat Feb 22 01:31:55 1992
Date: Sat, 22 Feb 92 01:31:17 EST
From: root@charon.MIT.EDU (Initializer.SysDaemon)
To: ca-mtg@bloom-beacon.mit.edu
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burgos (morrosko):
{From system: This user's .plan file is not world readable}
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cyrus (Cyrus Shaoul):
My polyvinyl cowboy wallet was made in Hong Kong by Montgomery Clift!
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drmorris (David R. Morrison):
Top ten things said by the Borg:
10. Top ten lists are irrelevant.
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enigma (CDE):
LIFE! Actions, decisions, caring, regretting, walking and running and jumping
and loving and feeling and expressing!!
all of it.
But early on you learned that you couldn't, you shouldn't so that
others could see you because they always told you how bad you always were,
and how wrong your ideas. Learning also included being scolded whenever
you were to hurt someone by fault or accident; strength is a bad thing to
show. Lying to not earn more beatings worked many times, so much so that
your truths became lies. Always desiring more, but never letting anyone
know what so that they would have nothing to hurt you with. Association
with characters who's love left them became natural - a wish for something
personal - ANYTHING, good or bad, but since hurt is so often expressed
(love only being shown at the end; living happily ever after)...
Strength, ideas, caring, all hidden so no one hurts you.
Desire to change, but little courage to attempt the act, little
desire to be refused, to be told your desires suck. Wanting to help
everyone, the caring burning your mind, but the uncertainty of how to
proceed turning you into a stone of no action. Living in a Hell because
you are afraid of another Hell after trying to get to Heaven.
People showing you that they care, you accept the care and return
it with all of your might, yet... You can't love them; you close your
eyes and can see some object inside of you - dark, darker than the
blackness everywhere - so much so that it frightens you into staying far
away, yet you know that it is the innermost part of you, the "being
within" is there pulsating through your brain -- it must be wishing to
leave it's enclosure, it's jail but you can't see that, can you - just
the most important part of you trapped in there, you not even knowing
that it's there -- wishing it would disappear, you in all your worldly
wisdom.
It won't leave you alone, will it? You've trapped it there, you
foolish one, let it free. You can't, can you -- you've forgotten how to;
another ancient treasure whose key has been lost through the sands of
time. Then how can you return to yourself? Search the world a million
years, and you can't find it -- it's within you: the joy and splendor of
love, and the agony of loss
Real love and Real sadness,
not what your body has been pretending these long long years
And yet you realize that you have been feeling, those were the times and
the ways that you allowed yourself to feel in your impaired state,
You need to learn the real way of feeling, of realizing your hatred and
caring and sadness, and not staying with the old ways, the untrue ways.
You must move from the shadow of yourself to the truth
to allow one person to see all this
is the most difficult thing anyone can do
--and the most rewarding
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jennifer (Jennifer Y Sun):
{From system: This user's .plan file is not world readable}
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kenneths (Kenneth J. Schneider):
Address at Theta Chi: Address at Home:
528 Beacon Street 4005 Birdwell
Boston, MA 02215 Tyler, TX 75703
(617) 267-1801 ext. 142 (903) 581-0216
Last logged on Fri Feb 21 13:58:39 EST 1992 on host W20-575-103 .MIT.EDU
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livewire (Live Wire):
GETTING THE HELL OUTTA DODGE!!! YIP!!! YIP!!
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rlk (Robert L. Krawitz):
{From system: This user's .plan file is not world executable}
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starflt (Derrick Kong):
Nomad Gods includes a number of interesting counters whose use is
not explained.
from Murphy's Rules
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therese (Therese):
Why are these women here dancing on their own?
Why is there this sadness in their eyes?
Why are the soldiers here
Their faces fixed like stone?
I can't see what it is that they despise
They're dancing with the missing
They're dancing with the dead
They dance with the invisible ones
Their anguish is unsaid
They're dancing with their fathers
They're dancing with their sons
They're dancing with their husbands
They dance alone. They dance alone.
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whitecow (Katie Bryn Joynt):
{From system: This user's .plan file is not world readable}
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